Whats the use of new friends when you cant keep the old ones?
And there's more than enough tension.
For old friends,
I don't feel that way.
Maybe its just naive thinking.
Maybe it's my fault, I admit.
I've never had enough initiative to take the lead.
Maybe being the silent watcher was enough for me.
Maybe that's why I didn't notice.
And that's why I didnt say.
Now maybe it's too late.
Hopefully not.
I want a fresh start.
And maybe we can meet through a coincidence.
I dont know how to put this into words.

For new ones,
I really dont know.
You tend to be contradicting.
Say one thing ask me do another.
Im getting really confused about you.
And the others.
Which are fair-weather, which are not?
I know all have strengths, all have weaknesses.
But I still cant tell exactly.
And Im getting slightly irked already.
I need some straightforward answers.Before things spin out of control.